VALENTINE'S DAY = HOSPITAL Not such a "lovely" thing right? AHHH....Another illness. I went to the hospital and was diagnosed with pancreatitis. Which is usually caused by a "viral illness" such as: shingles. As if the past month haven't been rough? Well, I have been blessed enough to stay at my parents. I have the best care there. Ok. I'm spoiled. But all I want is to feel better....to be out of pain....to get my strength back....to start working again....to be able to eat.....to not have to take 1000 pills a day....is that seriously asking too much?

Please come to a jewelry party and just be you!! hostess: Jen & Amber date: Saturday 2/21/09 time: open house 10-2pm place: 1291 Anastasia Street (Amber's house) custom handstamped jewelry, scrabble pendants, dogtag & bottlecap necklaces, unique magnets & keychains. JEN ROSE 271-7390 AMBER HOWARD 501-2232 JUSTBEJEWELRY@GMAIL.COM

21 days later...

Well, I would be so happy to post right now and say that I'm back to normal. But, not so much. This has been the hardest trial I have ever had to endure. I still am suffering with shingles. Trying to get my medication regulated, and trying to stay out of pain as much as possible. I am so thankful for all of my family and friends. I'm so incredibly thankful for my parents...having to take care of me, witness my meltdowns and see me cry all the time. No parent should have to see that. But, I owe you my life. You are the best parents and I thank you! Also to my friends....Amber for picking me up and letting me stay at your house for a change of scenery. For cooking me breakfast and lunch. Getting my mind off being sick. Thank you. Jen Stewart - for the time you have had to sacrifice on running me all around, doing my laundry, and just letting me cry. Susie - for helping me think positive and helping me find the light at the end of the tunnel. Jen Sedillo - for always checking up on me. And for visits. I loved it! Hayley...always there for me. Always calling me and allowing Brooke to come sit with me. Letting the kids talk to make me feel better. I am so lucky! AGAIN, there are too many people to list but you all know who you are. Nothing has gone un noticed. I have appreciated every single dinner, phone call, letter, email, and prayer. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! My birthday was on Feb 2nd and although I couldn't get out of the house...my friends brought the party to me! Is that cake seriously the cutest cake EVER? Thanks Amber! I got totally spoiled with gifts from everyone! Jen, Jack, Susie and Amber brought me my favorite Cheesecake Factory meal to my house and decorated my table with my favorite colors! Got me a balloon AND a Sonic drink....oh and a bag of ice! Whoo Hoo! We had a blast. Opened gifts and then played games. Thanks girls! Sorry I wasn't up for a dance off! :) Jen Sedillo dropped by with the sweetest gift...and the oh so yummy candy! My mom, dad, Hayley and the kids came to visit. Made me amazing cards and gifts (i'll post pictures later). My mom also made me my favorite birthday cake. YUM. Rob came for a long visit....I never get that cause she's so busy but I loved getting to talk with my sister. She's the best!

I can't sleep....

so I think it's time to update. I haven't been able to for almost the past week. For those of you who don't know...I was diagnosed with shingles. No fun. I am so blessed to have so many friends and family who love and care about me. I have to say THANKS with all my heart to everyone. I wouldn't have been able to get through this extremely hard time without you all. I know there's probably still a long road ahead but I have been so grateful for: Amber - for taking me to urgent care, dropping off all my prescriptions, grocery shopping for me, my favorite homemade cookies, and always calling to check on me. Also, letting me cry on the phone without getting annoyed. :) and making doctors phone calls. You are a lifesaver. Jen Stewart - for homemade dinners, doing my laundry, beautiful flowers, all kinds of yummy treats, washing my hair in the sink....oh how I needed that, all your visits and phone calls. It all helped me feel so much better. Not making me feel like I have to always be positive. Even when I'm in pain. Last but not least...my Sonic drinks. Hayley - for the homemade soup, ice cream bars, the medicine to help me feel better, the oatmeal for oatmeal baths, and for rubbing the vinegar on my blisters. You are so sweet. Dave and Drew - for rushing right over and giving me a blessing. I love you both for that. Robin - for coming by and bringing all the "meds" to help to sleep and try to get out of pain. It all helped. Thank you for calling everyday and letting me hear your voice. I love you. Jen Sedillo - for the best pot pie ever! And, chocolate cake. :) And, for your visit and all your texts checking on me. Also, the movie....it helped taking my mind off the pain. Thank you so much! Annette - for the homemade cinnamon rolls. After this is all over....I will be needing to go on a diet. They were incredible! Susie & Eli - for finding out everything you could on shingles and bringing all the stuff you thought would help. I appreciated that so much! Barbra Jo - for filling in for me on my 2 big jobs this week. My clients were in great hands and I knew I could count on you. And, most importantly...my mom and dad. Who has spent countless hours with me....letting me cry...letting me sleep....bringing meals in. Rubbing the vinegar all over my blisters. Bringing me magazines. Homemade soup. Medicine. Helping me bathe. Cleaning. Changing my sheets. Laundry. Making me eat even when I don't want to. There is absolutely nothing like parents. I love you guys so incredibly much and am so blessed you are willing to take care of me. Brooke, Paige and Dane - for the homemade get well cards. The girls wrote poems. I have to share..... I'm sorry Jenny that you're so sad That you are sick and I feel bad. You know when I am sad I think of happy things and then I feel glad. Like a car, a star or maybe a chocolate bar. A sun, a home run or how about a hot dog bun? A ball, a car that will roll down the hall, or maybe a nice trip to the mall. Some rings, a king, oh there are so many things! Some candy or maybe you being so cute and dandy! Oooohh, maybe a nice cool job! Or maybe just some corn on the cob! Oh, so many good things I thought of right now... just think of good things now you know how! Feel better. Love, Paige Jenny bug, Jenny bug. I hope you better. I thought of you when I wrote this letter. Flowers that grow, and candy so sweet, or how about a cupcake, oh what a treat! A cricket helps you scrapbook, jewelry that you wear, sewing classes, blogging and talents that you share. Sonic drinks, a friendly wink, a stroll into the park. There's lots of things about you that we all adore. We hope you get better so we can see you some more. I love you. Brooke There are still so many people who have called and helped. Thank you everyone. I hope the next time I blog....the shingles will be DEAD.

i could cook...

or just look cute! Here's my third project! An apron. With no pattern. But, I LOVED the way it turned out. It's exactly what I was invisioning! Thanks Sara for all your input. I was a little nervous to finish it at home....but I did it! I better go to the grocery store. haha

2nd project....

A table runner. I fell in love with this fabric. I was very proud I sewed this today. Along with an apron. I'll have to post pictures tomorrow.

First 2009 goal down...

Who better to have as a sewing teacher than Sara Cecil? It's been one my new years goals for 2 years now...and I'm finally busting the sewing machine out. Amber and I made our first project! A CRAFT APRON! The picture doesn't really do it justice and I don't have the pockets filled yet...but I am so proud of us!